eYe WiSh

She is no longer here with me
and I miss her immensely.
I know that I will see her again one day,
but that day seems like an eternity right freaking now.
So many things I wish I had told her, wanted to show her,
wanted to see her smile that smile of approval at me.
I wanted her to know I am o.k. and made some progress with my vida loca.

Even now sometimes, I forget and pick up the phone and begin to dial
before I catch myself in a cold reality check, that she ain't here right now!
I know she knows that I love her, but I never told her how much or why.
When I see her again, I am gonna hug her and tell her I wished for this day
for daze and now its here! I love you and can't wait to see you again. Your
trust and belief in me was worth the effort.

Eye am Wishing Ward.....