Fake it until you Make it

As I drove to work the other day, I looked at all the tail lights in the pre dawn mourning and thought is life really about living or existing? I looked at the others drivers on the road and I saw a myriad of single riders and some drinking what was probably coffee (you never know now a days) and I saw a few lady's driving and putting on make up ((scary)) I made sure I got over two lanes from these women. Speaking of that, what does you make up look like when you're finished driving and half doing it....never mind it doesn't really matter.
N tee ole ways, I went to work and told my co-worker (therapist at times) about the last vacation I took and enjoyed. I had never really taken them because I just figured it was a waste of time and money, but now I find my self looking forward to the next one!! So while going through the motion of a job that could careless about the staff makes one ponder the future. Sometimes I just want to run my own business but timid about he unknown, will it be successful, will I want to put in the long hours, what happens if I succeed? Yeah it is crazy but somethings I think about. The job readiness workshop I teach has taught me a quite a bit about myself and the people I encounter. Lets just say that everybody has something to work on! Point: A man explained he doesn't like it when people at work are in his business asking how was his week-end or what is his super bowl plans? Just picture me rolling my eyes and shaking my head. All I can say is life is what you make it. And if you can't do what you want, then Fake it until you make it...
Today I am Ward...