Rushing to be used up by Hollywood....

If you are anything like me, then I am sure you know that anything you ever wanted is right in your grasp! Perhaps you wanted to be a ballerina, a lawyer, Doctor or comedian? Well what stopped you? Fear, time, family or life? Whatever it was you should be glad you are where you are now, doing what ever you are doing-believe me! Look at all the stars that you know or have heard of in HollyWeird. Very few, if any, go on to lead what we would consider normal lives (Even though I don't know of any).
As a student of the scriptures, I clearly see how Satan uses music and entertainment to desensitize our senses to what is really going on. Side point: I read recently of a 9 year old boy killing his grandmother because she turned off his PS4 game (call of Duty). They say the little boy was so use to killing people in the game, that he didn't realize the his grandmomz would not come back to life. I don't know if i believe that but I am not playing God in this life!
Back to Hollyweird. I love shows like Lifeafter, Unsung and Where are they now. I feel like I know these people I watched on the tube and movies. But, why do I always feel surprised and dumbfounded about the events that are told.  Remember Roger from "What's Happening" that sucker had a bad Cocaine problem as did Whitney Houston,Mike Tyson, Rick James, Solider Boy, Lavar Burton, Marcia Marcia Marcia- Brady, Old Dirty Bastard and so on. One thing they all have in common is they were rushing to be used up by Hollywood!
I don't see how anyone can carry burning wood and not get burned? Likewise, Hollywood has a lot of bad people there, waiting to use people up (let's just say its Satan's playground) and spit them out when they are not hot anymore. If I hear about another broke ball playa I think i might just throw up on my wife! How the freak did Mike Tyson blow 400 Million bones??????? I won't even go no further on that subject. Heck Ray Charles got strung out on Heroin and that sucka was blind. So I am wondering what makes so many of us want to leave the lives we lead now to be someone we are not! Are we fame whores or do we just want to live life to the fullest?
I met a old man the other day and he had such a calm look on his face that I had to inquire what brought this feeling of relaxation to his person. He looked at me and flashed a wide kool-aide smile and slowly said he was too blessed to be stressed. He been beaten up before, filed bankruptcy twice in his life, lost 3 kids to death and been divorced by his high school sweetheart and homeless for 4 years before. But now he realized that loving God has shown his true happiness and hope for the future. I actually believe this man was happy. He doesn't need coke, drank or women either. Amazing I tell you!
Like I said, I am not a judge, so if you want to be famous in this life, then do what you have to! I think I am gonna stick to telling jokes to my kids.
I am Ward....