4 Givenezzz

Lately I gave some serious thought to forgiving someone who has wronged you/me? I mean seriously, does 4 giving mean 4 getting the pain? Do we just wait to get re-offended? I think not. Looking at this from God's vantage point, he forgives us daily in major ways that we as humans could never duplicate. Women have abortions, people abuse drugs and do bad things to family members and others! Yet, he looks past it if we repent. Now back to me, I just don't think I am there yet. I find myself holding grudges and its really hippo-critical because I have been guilty of doing the same thingz to someone else to hurt them that hurt me-lol!
Yeah, I know I am a work in progress, but it always easier to find fault with others actions before I find them with N thy self. I really sat down these past few days and thought about what changes I need to make. So I decided that I need to start by being.....you guessed it! Being a better forgiver.
Look at some of my good examples of being a bad example. Once I stopped speaking with my father for years and that relationship still isn't the greatest, but I realized that he did the best he could based off his up bringing. I had strong feelings of dislike with a former supervisor who was extra prejudice. But I let it go, because I realized that 1). He doesn't even know or 2). He doesn't even care how I feel-lol.
Now that I think about it, I guess I got more issues than Jet magazine, but I still gotta keep moving until I die. Today, I am working on 4 Givenezzzzz....stay tuned....