Inspiration for me

I had to sit down and talk to myself about what I truly want for my future. I feel that I have so many options that I can really explore, but don't want to be bogged down trying to stick my finger in every pot that life has to extend. My biggest worldly aspiration would be publishing my much anticipated novel....Women R crazy or do men make them that way? I feel not only will that project allow me to leave a finical legacy to my great grand kids, but I honestly feel that this information will give many couples much needed hope! I have had the opportunity to meet a plethora of fine individuals who have given me much to ponder on my favorite topic of love. I just want keep learning and sharing! I also know that in order to have the best product, I have to be on top of my game, always-more research and deep thoughtz...
In order for me to do this, I have to get my focus on. I am going to look in 2 self publishing and Internet publishing to jump start this. Looking back over my life, I did not have the greatest support cast of encouragement nor was I surrounded by a family of go getters. I was always told that a man is suppose to work hard and provide money for his family. There was seldom talk of being loving, going to the park with the kids or finding solutions to why couples are so unhappy.
I am touched with the knowledge of nothing changing unless something changes! I also had to realize that many people are satisfied just getting by doing the minimum or what I call the SAFE AUTO approach to life. I can dig it if flipping burgers for the rest of your life is your thing, but I just want you to be motivated to be crew chief one day -just to strecth out of your comfort zone. Look at it like this, if you don't then, the sucka standing next to you will be your boss and then you can say, I am smarter than him, why is he in charge?
If this book situation tanks, I am sure this comedy dream won't let me down. Lord knows I have gathered enough information from my many jobs to share a funny story or 1,200!!
Anyway, I am inspired to do this dang thing, either you with me or against me. I want to thank my best friend for showing me who you are because now I believe you....Smile....
I am ward