Today is raining and I feel less than satisfied. I am thinking about moving. Moving far far far away (not like Shrek....that is too far). Very rarely I get in those moods where I let life get me down. I can feel it when it starts to creep into my world, but still I can not always fight it off.
There are a lot of issues in the world that are of far more importance than I, but that does not make the pain hurt any less. At these times, I understand how the man who trained for so long to make it to the Olympics only to get hurt or come in last place. I emphasize with woman who marries prince charming only to find out she really got the frog named Harold! I understand the man who quit his boring job to work for the competitor only to find that he made a bad bad mistake.
Life is not always a bowl of cherries, but rehab is for quitters--right? Don't worry to much for me, I say, because I know how to uplift myself. I will read the scriptures, go out for a walk, shoot some jump shots at the YMCA and drink some hot coco! Hey I am feeling better already.
If you ever had a day that was just blazay blazay for no reason, then you feel my pain. I want to tell you like I would tell me, Its gonna be alright, you have gotten through worse situations than these. Keep your head up and don't let go. Loving you as myself.
I am Ward...
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