Eye am mad 2day

Today I am mad, upset, bothered or what ever term people use to express disappointment. This situation goes back to the bad practices of the brother man (previous blog) and his bad practices. I trusted this mechanic to do a job and we move on. I gave him cash up front (bad move) and believed his yes-meant-yes. I was wrong. I learned a lesson and it cost me financially. In the future, I am getting a receipt and checking references. I no longer need to go with a friend's recommendations (even though I trust who I trust) because people tend to be greedy in the hood.

I understand the game, and not trying to change it. I just don't want to play no more. In my past, I use to be a person of revenge and very tit for tat. Like a former crack head, one never gets over the know how of what you did. I don't want to return to the life because I can not risk going to jail. Oprah once said if somethings are worth arguing, fussing and fighting over, then go all out. However, if things are not worth your headache, then let it go. The mechanic can have my money and keep the defective product. This is not easy for me, but I am gonna turn the other cheek.

I am madd WaRd...