My weekend

Wow it is hard to believe it but its Monday again!! But I must say that I had a long weekend and it was positive for the most part. I lost an aunt to death, but I know she is at peace now. But getting past that, I was able to get my van issues fixed and it only cost me $160. That left me more than enough money to go on my long over due shopping speee at the local dollar store.

I took some time out to think about my life and feelings about love. I sometimes over look human need for love. A question wuz once asked - do you fall in love or with the ideal of being in love? My answer has undoubtedly- neither!! You can not color a thought or taste an emotion. By that I mean, love has its own agenda. You just don't look at someone and say "Hey I am gonna fall in love with them." It is what it is.

Perhaps you get to know a work mate, a person at your place of worship or just meet at the grocery store on a Friday night? From there the curiosity grows like a moth to a flame. The stages I think are "like", "infatuation", "love" and finally "in love". But it is a tricky dance. Little words or actions can completely destroy it all- ya know what hard efforts you put in. So when I say I love someone, I mean it. Like many individuals who have been bruised by love-I am a guarded person and nobody wants to be hurt- or do they?

I am a student of love with a lot to learn. I can only try to please my partner, but at least she will know .......that I am in the class and making good grades...lol...

I am Ward..