Whitney Houston........Wardy's thoughts......

It is always sad when we hear that loved ones have lost someone close to them. It seems to be especially hard when its a celebrity. Recently the world lost yet another one of its voices. In fact the last couple of years it seems like the closer stars get to the age of 50 the quicker they die. This really started me to thinking about things, so take this trip from my perspective and see what ya thank. ( Please note that I am far far far far from perfect my dang self, so just read what I am writing and take it for that)
One thing that stands out to me about the world's view point about Whitney is this.... 4 or 5 days before her death she was acting out pretty bad. She was clubbing all through the week, hair dripping wet from sweat, getting high and drunk with her 17 year old daughter (great example- MOM) and trying to fight an up and coming singer over Ray J? (((I said Ray J......)))are you for real??? No body tried to help this woman because all we remember is that she was on t.v. saying "Crack is Whack and Bobby Brown is the King of R&B). If that ain't ever a cry for help. The woman was spinning out of control to the point that she was quoted again talking about how her and (EX) Bobby Brown use to purchase KILOS of cocaine (ya-yo, archie bunker, powder, smack or blue magic)at a time. Was she trying to kill her self then too? The sad thing is*** her mom and family tried to do interventions but they got shut off by her and now her momz is gonna get custody of Bobbi Kristina to keep her from drugs? How the freak she gonna stop a teen-ager who already been in rehab thrice from future drug when she couldn't keep her own daughter from them when they were both younger?????
Again, I am not judging, rather acknowledging the facts. So many people were said to be at her funeral or should eye say grasping the reality of it, but I didn't watch or listen because from my perspective, you can't be crack head today and die and then be the hero for the future the next day. She had an addiction that she choose to do unto her self. Yes I said it, Whitney was a crack head alcoholic. She had fortune and fame and often spoke of Jesus, but did everything opposite of what he instructed his followers to do, is that ironic or what?
Now everybody all mad at Bobby Brown for acting ugly at the funeral by bringing 9 people to an invitation only funeral. UGGGHHH, HELLO! Did yall forget that he was half of the "dynamic crack duo" of Bobby and Whitney!!!! What else did yall expect from him. Now that I am thinking, does anybody remember that show called "Being Bobby Brown". We all thought was the real crazy one, but she is credited for saying "Hell to the Knoll". Who knew she was sooooo ghetto. But how quickly the world turns on its created stars, once they shine starts 2 fade and then when they die, they go out and buy all the old songs and new stuff you hated before... all along making the record companies MORE money.
Perhaps I am a hater because of the treatment celebrities receive just because they was good at something. Then the masses get mad at people like me who tell it like it is, huh! I recall last week watching how her life was spiraling further out of control and no one seemingly helping her! You know yall saw her legs bleeding as she left da clubb that night! My Uncle Moosey died of an cocaine over dose and all he got was a pine box and a few quick tears. Heck Micheal Jackson got the biggest funeral I seen in a while and Whitney came in close 3rd. Princess Diana was number 2!
I was once encouraged to pursue my comedy in Hollywood, but I know Wardy and I do a lot of things wrong, but chasing the Devil's world to fame & fortune is tooo high of a price for me. I am closer to 50 than I am to 20, and you know what that means-lol! Seems like once you start something, you have to keep up the appearances. Whether it is wearing make up, getting a weave, looking younger (face lift) or selling records. Once you fall off then I guess you ain't new no more and nobody wants to hear about you again until you dead. Gladys Knight said that the world makes the celebrities feel like Gods and then condemns them for being human when they can't live up the hype. The saddest thing about it all.....All the Ballers that go broke and celebrities that die all have one thing in common. The may claim to know God, but they really don't do what he asked of them based off of their choices and goals in life.
Nobody was talking about Heavy D until he recently fell asleep in sleep- now were they? I guess, Left Eye, Tupac, Big, MJ, James Brown, Luther, Bernie Mac, Whitney, Tina Marie, Rick James and Charlie Sheen (wait he ain't gonna die until later this summer.... my bad)all reached the fame game heights and partook of its fruits and now they all singing the RIP melody.
Point: Realize we only on this blue Marble for a short period of time, its very important how we use that time, cause when you dead and gone all they can do is (((reminisce))) of over you..... Well I gotta get ready to watch the body guard, the preachers wife and waiting to exhale-heck ain't nothing else on or until the next celebrity dies.....

I am Ward....